Self Worth

Shalom!

This is a little bit from the last few days.  I have been sick and just haven't felt like I wanted to write.  Now you know I am really sick.  :)  Feeling a hair bit better but have a long ways to go. 

Looks like a post from Wednesday!
A great day is coming to an end.  It is only 6:00 pm but I have my pajamas on. The air is chilly and the pj's just came out of the dryer and the warm feels so good.  I know winter is about to come and that means I will be cold until Spring. I know the seasons are important so I will survive with joy in my heart.

This morning, I had coffee with my new friend.  We talk about writing, family and memories of years past. We will have to meet again to continue our life stories.  :)  We have a lot in common.  The coffee shop is so unique.  It sells the latest in fashions and some gift items.

John is feeling better so he accomplished a lot today.  The kitchen is starting to look like a kitchen again.  The clean smell is wonderfully.

One thing my friend and I talked about this morning was how things have changed over the years.  I mentioned the word "self worth" and now it is stuck in my head.  I don't think I had a grasp of self worth until a few years ago. Now that I am older, I gave myself permission to have an opinion, different view than others, and I march to my own drummer.  I believe, I am kind and loving but don't make my heart your door mat.  I also know that God loves me and has a great plan for my life.  To not love myself is to insult God.  He doesn't make mistakes.  I am one of His Masterpieces.  Wow!  That is a lot of self worth.  I am thankful and cautious how I talk about my self worth.  Life is fragile and I don't want to hurt others.  I have done enough of that in my life.  Working on my book has been an amazing journey of healing for me.  I read something about writing about family members.  The writer addressed that subject with this comment; they should have been nicer to me.  I will repeat that comment in my book!  They should have been nicer to me.  Stepping on my heart hurt.  Maybe by the time it is published I will soften that comment and than maybe not.

Today the news is all about the Russian comments the democrats have use on Trump.  They (Hillary and Obama)  were the actual the ones involved with the Russians uranium deals and election results  and not Trump.  They are uncovering lots of cover ups now.  I am proud that Trump never caves during the bashing by the democrats.  He is doing a great work for America.   He is strong and done more in a short time than those before him.  I am anxious to see the outcomes.  Some of my family will owe me an apology and I will except it.  Yet, I am not going to wait for that apology.  They are strong minded set in their way Democrats.  I am proud of the values and morals of most conservatives.  I say that carefully, many have drifted around the parties to benefit themselves. 

Missing church today makes me feel sad.  I hate missing church.  I will try to put together a message for myself from the word.  I need a miracle, so that might be a great place to start. 

Be blessed today!  Stay healthy aand

The promise for today is:  I have called you to My eternal glory in Jesus Christ.  1 Peter 5:10.  

Love is in the ink. 
Love, Mary Kay