Thursday, November 2, 2017

Should I or Shouldn't I?

Greetings! 

The title is perfect with the way, I feel today.  I feel better but the cough is still giving me fits.  Should I go to the doctor or shouldn't I?  Should I get dressed and start cleaning or shouldn't I?  Should I work on my blog or shouldn't I?  Asking God to lead the way! 

Sleeping was not the issue last night.  I slept great.  Went to bed super early and got up to send Joey off to work.  Went back to sleep on the sofa.  I am blessed.  My head has been swimming with prayers for my sweet girls, I cared for over 15 years ago.  We are still connected in so many ways.  I love them and I am so honored to lift them up in prayer each day.  I have wonderful memories of each one of them.  I only desire that my own daughter and granddaughter would see the love I have to offer.  I am not perfect but God lives in my heart.  I write about girls because I took care of hundreds of them and far less boys.  I do still love the boys with my whole heart.  They seem to be stronger or hide the hurt better than the girls.  Although their lives have endured great struggles I have seen some great success in many of them.  God works in many amazing ways.  He is my power and light in this dark world. 

Turning the kitchen and parts of the house into my own War Room.  I plan to make a list of those in need of healing prayers and tape that list on the inside of my kitchen cupboards.  I have scripture to tape to the front door and back door.  I want my life covered in prayer.  If you haven't seen the movie, War Room, please do.  It is probably at Red Box now.  I will print out some prayers and mount them on heavy card stock.  I want each one to be beautiful and  glorify my Lord. 

John is still in bed and it is almost 10 am.  I heard him groaning so I went in and asked him if he was alright.  He doesn't feel good. He wanted to get a lot done today, but I told him, it is just one day out of all the rest of our days.  He deserves to sleep in.  He has already done a lot this week outside.  He picked "I should!"  This has been a difficult year for him. 

The word for today is Intimate.  According to Merriam-Webster Online Dictionary it means to communicate delicately and indirectly. My meaning would include loving deeply and personal.  The verse reference is Hosea 6:6.  For I delight in loyalty rather than sacrifice, and in the knowledge of God rather tan burnt offerings.  
I love my intimate time with the Lord.  He is my best friend. 

The promise for today is:  Your loving kindness ,Yahweh, is in the heavens.  Your faithfulness reaches to the skies.   Psalm 36:5 

Have a blessed day.  I am asking God to fill your life with favor. 
Love is in the ink. 
Mary Kay


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